Today is kinda sad day for me and most of my fellow colleagues since this semester would the last time we've been studyin together in uni....
My eyes suddenly bursting out of tears when some of them says their farewell. When my roomie left this morning, I still could hold on to my tears from falling. Just now, when I saw more of them at the cafe leaving for good, I started to feel it.. Yeap! I kinda sat at the corner of my bed and weeping like crazy. I dunno why but I surely got emotional for a while.
The sayings, wishing for goodbye and good life makes me wonder that I might not see them anymore after this. People movin on for better life and some might start to think bout marriage. Honestly, I'm still searching for my goal. What should I be doin~ Further studies? Job hunting? or doin nothing (still an option =D)
There's once where I dreamt of falling in love to this guy. I have never thought of him before going to sleep but I have a wonderful feeling once I woke up from that dream. At that time, I was wondering if that guy was actually dreaming of the same as mine but as a logical person, I ignored that dream. Right now I might be having a lil bit of crush towards that guy. LOLz!~
Well, I wish all the best to my lovely coursemates for the whole 5 years we've been spending together. Until we meet again In syaa Allah. Please be safe and healthy. I really love you guys~ peace!
The following song I dedicated to you guys Mechy Jan 08 (^_^)
Saat jiwa terluka
Saat hidupku hampa
Semua telah terjadi
Disini tanpa kalian
Saat tak ku dapatkan
Kedamaian dihati
Semua mimpi buruk pun terjadi
Tak bisa terlukiskan dihatiku
Terhiris sangat perit
Tak ingin ku ingkari kegelapan ini
Aku memang tak bisa bertahan dan tegar
Tanpa Kalian dekat denganku
Aku hanya susuk manusia yang lemah
Tanpa Kalian disini
Aku hanya berharap
Dan tunggu waktu bicara
Ku ingin kalian dekat denganku
Aku lelah untuk terluka
Saat semua mata memandangku nista
Hilang arah diriku disini
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